After 4 weeks of deafness, I regained my hearing but didn’t tell anyone. What my husband said to his mother when he thought I couldn’t hear shocked me to my core…
I couldn’t hear her tone. But I could read enough. She’ll never see it coming, I caught.
Daniel just needs to act sweet, and she’ll hand it all over. She always does. I wasn’t sure what she meant then.
But the way she smirked made my skin crawl. That night, I sat on the floor of the guest room with a notebook in my lap. I started writing down everything.
Expressions, gestures, half-read conversations, things that didn’t sit right. Even if I wasn’t sure what it all meant yet, I needed a record. I needed proof that I wasn’t imagining it.
I didn’t know what was happening behind my back. But I was starting to feel it in my bones. And something deep inside me whispered, This silence is hiding something.
I wanted to believe it was all in my head. That maybe I was being too sensitive. That maybe Daniel was just tired, stressed, overwhelmed by everything that had happened.
That maybe Grace didn’t mean the things she said. But no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t unsee the look in Daniel’s eyes. It was the look that hurt the most.
He still smiled. But not the way he used to. It didn’t reach his eyes.
It didn’t warm me like it used to. His smile now was thin, tight, polite. Like a mask he wore so he wouldn’t have to explain why he wasn’t really there anymore.
Every day I studied him. It’s strange. When you can’t hear, you learn to see people differently.
You don’t just read lips. You read their eyes. Their shoulders.
The twitch of their mouth. You feel the mood in the room before you even step into it. And something about Daniel felt wrong.
One night, I walked into the living room to find him sitting on the couch, holding his phone close to his ear. He didn’t notice me at first. His lips were moving fast.
His eyebrows raised. A big smile stretched across his face. Not the tight one he gave me.
This was different. Free. Lively.
I stood by the doorway trying to make out the words. I caught a few, I miss that, and no, she has no clue. He suddenly laughed, full and real, and my stomach twisted.
When he finally saw me, he flinched. The smile vanished in an instant. He lowered the phone and gave me the other smile.
The fake one. He mouthed slowly, just work stuff. I nodded, but inside I was screaming.
Work stuff didn’t make him light up like that. Work didn’t make his shoulders relax or his eyes dance. Whoever he was talking to? They weren’t from the office.
Later that week, I noticed something else. Daniel started leaving his phone face down on the table. Always.
And he’d take it with him everywhere, even to the bathroom. Before he never cared. We trusted each other.
Now he acted like it was a ticking bomb he had to guard. I pretended not to notice. I didn’t want to start a fight I couldn’t argue in.
I couldn’t yell. I couldn’t defend myself with words if things escalated. I was still trapped in silence.
And he knew it. But I had my eyes. And my notebook.
I kept writing down everything. The time he came home. What he looked like.
How many hours he spent on his phone. What words I caught from his mouth when he thought I wasn’t paying attention. The entries got longer every day.
Friday. Said he was working late. Shirt smelled like perfume.
Sunday. Sat in the car for 20 minutes before coming inside. Talking on phone.
Laughed. Didn’t notice me watching. Wednesday.
Called me Han while texting someone. Didn’t look at me once during dinner. It hurt.
Every little thing felt like a paper cut. Not enough to break me, but enough to sting. Again and again.
I tried to find pieces of the old Daniel. The one who stayed up late rubbing my back when I had migraines. The one who danced with me in the kitchen.
Even when there was no music. The one who kissed my forehead and said, You’re my whole world. But he wasn’t here anymore.
And even though I couldn’t hear it, I felt the silence between us growing louder every day. I felt her energy before I saw her. Grace, my mother-in-law, walked through the front door wearing a bright red coat, heels clicking on the floor like she owned the house.
She gave me a quick glance and waved like I was a neighbor’s child instead of her son’s wife. Her lips moved. Still can’t hear? She asked, then gave a little smirk.
I just nodded. There was no hug. No kind smile…